today is a better day

Sorry guys...yesterday was a bad day of self doubt and pity.  Although it was an embarrasing moment in my process, it was a moment in my process nonetheless so I feel that it's important for me to keep it recorded :) 
Today I have moved onto hard work.  I love VEGA and am going to keep on with it until I don't love it anymore or until I feel I have done EVERYTHING to it that I possibly can.  At that point if it's still not picked up then I guess I will have to look into other options :)
Right now I'm sitting next to my adorable son who is dancing crazily to Lilo and doesn't get much better :)